Surviving Cancer: A Personal Journey

In this 5-part blog series, Amber Havekost traces her cancer journey from diagnosis to her life post-treatment. As she shares her story, Amber also explores what she has lost and gained along the way. "Cancer isn’t just a detour. It’s a whole new way. It’s a whole new me," she writes. She also offers a message for other cancer survivors: "You matter. Your cancer matters. The changes you experience matter — big or small, many or few, and everything in between."

Siobhan Shaw poses next to a potted plant during filming for Growing To Give
Read March 26, 2026

Slowing Down Is Not Failure

A cancer diagnosis isn't keeping Siobhan from doing the work she loves. She goes at her pace — no one else's.
Amber smiles while standing on a sidewalk in front of a leafy green tree in the summer sunshine
Read August 30, 2022

A Brave August

“August, you get me every time. It’s that time of year…when my trauma triggers fire nonstop.” In the final installment of her blog series, Amber Havekost reflects on the difficult August, 5 years ago, when an advanced-stage cancer diagnosis changed her life. “Anniversary dates are complex,” she writes. “Some are amazing but now also tainted by pain. Some we wish to forget but then, if we do, what else would have to be forgotten?”
Amber and her husband enjoy the autumn colors on a mountain hike with their dog.
Read August 18, 2022

Grief & Loss. Gratitude & Gain.

“Grief isn’t shameful and it isn’t cause for panic. It isn’t taboo, it isn’t unnecessary, it isn’t weak, and it isn’t wrong or dangerous. Rather, to grieve is to be authentic. To grieve is to be honest. To grieve is to be grateful. And to grieve is to be human.” In the latest installment of her 5-part blog series, Amber Havekost continues to trace her cancer journey, honoring both her losses and her gains along the way.